Friday, December 5, 2014

12/5

I have lived here 
Almost as long without you 
As with you.  

Have used living here 
More as a shield against living 
Than a place 

To get on with living. 
Of what am I afraid?
Of dying alone? 

Probably will happen. 
So why do I let that hold my life 
Hostage, stilled, damped? 

Still wonder what, beyond you, 
Still ties me here, binds me here 
Just hard enough  

To freeze me? Am I failing if I go, 
If I stay? Really, where do I 
Want to be?

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