12/30

Four years out, what have I decided, done?
Still in the same house. It was “ours” but
That time’s over. 

Perhaps I’ve needed to see that written. 
It was our house. Now? It is only my house. 
I've done what? 

I paint more. Health? Had to go down that hole
And I’ll pay for it. I write and I dance around 
What I do want.