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Tag happily along for a meeting with the annuity fellow,
To listen to his pitch and ask questions, too. We three
Listen happily together.
Better is to then treat for lunch at Yellow Dog Eats,
Their choice, delightful, and sweet to share this new
Discovery near them.
Last nights steak and annuity dinner gave us
All good food, entertainment and even things
To think about.
From finances to family, gone and here, to dogs
Who keep us smiling, to considering what will be
The next steps.
I spend the day with these two people, my family
Because they are your family and we are comforted
In each’s company.
A delightful day visiting the Morse Museum
Of Tiffany's amazing work in the company of
Your sweet sister.
Drove southeast to your sister’s new place
They are so happy here and I must say
Hurrah for them!
Wanted the house-sitter to have it not hard.
Relied on another to do a task, not add to it.
Would’ve been easier
To set straight when I had planned.
Thankfully it didn’t take too much time from
enjoying my friends.
Dinner from a found recipe requiring both
Of us to prepare with good seasonings and
Lots of laughter.
Picked up car and on the road before noon.
Picked up phone to hear of things not done
And problems arose.
And after I settled down, realized I only can
and should do what I can do that makes me
And mine happier.
Arrived to walk back roads with my friend and her dog
To chat with a neighbor and admire her horse, then
Home to cook.
Reached the destination in good time,
Neighbors glad to see their friend.
Dinner was good.
Long day driving but not hard
Pleasant weather and company,
The day flowed.
It is still so cold here but not like four years ago.
I will be on the road again tomorrow morning, travelling
with a friend,
Her escort south. We will talk a lot and hole up in some
motel several hours out, then rise and back on the road.
She’s good company.
Today, spent getting things in order and, as usual wistful,
At leaving, thinking there are so many things to do, even
Amidst being alone.
Another arctic sensibility has descended showering its splendor
In cold slanting late light, rosy and manganese blue on snowy whites,
Purpled through shadows.
The sky, crystal gradations of soft greens through deep cobalt,
The snow, crisp underfoot. My work on the beautiful table built
By a friend.
While that snow-shine bathes through these high-ceilinged rooms,
I sit here, sweet coffee near, searching for words, contently suffused
In wintry light.
Left the windows undraped, who'd look in, I do not care.
Life already feels closed in, whittled down too spare to further
Hinder sight lines.
The part of the house I do not use, it is looking pretty good.
The part I live in, well looks as it always has, messy in the corners,
filled with concerns.
It rather reflects my life now, I suppose, the part I use little
Presents well, where I am unraveling, raveling, doing as I can
is not pretty.
On this day, another quiet day of little contact, I count
what has happened: a young person came and fixed
my ceilings well
At a price I thought very good. Whew, a bit of beauty there!
I am grateful to receive it, otherwise, for all that sweetness
I am alone.
A state I must need to accept and consider with love and passion.
For it is what is now and I can't be blinded to not consider how
now life is.
During this string of quiet days, I am occupied
In the studio. Yesterday’s problem, although still
Under consideration, does
Not keep me from my work, only lets the mind ramble
Through thoughts of why I do this, not will I do this. It is
Not for company,
Not for money or obviously recognition. Little in any, but enough.
If I have problems on this road, they are mine, along with the
Work done well.
This day has not been easy as I have been delt a blow
To my core that runs deep and I do no longer can ask a
Person dear, true?
Am I way off or not? I think I am, so must go with that.
This so hurts most, and as I have no longer trusted guidance,
I am alone.
So must measure the hurt of rejection against the truth
of ability. I have never had ability. Perhaps it is time
to recognize that.
